by ASJAD NAZIR
Taboo-busting TV serial Shakti – Astitva Ke Ehsaas Ki has been one of the biggest success stories from the past decade and integral to that has been the path-breaking role played by Rubina Dilaik.
After more than 900 episodes, the acclaimed actress has quit the serial, but left an impressive legacy and inspired everyone from writers to actors to think out of the box.
Eastern Eye caught up with Rubina to talk about her time on a series that transformed television and her future plans.
When you took on the role in Shakti – Astitva Ke Ehsaas Ki did you expect it to make an impact?
Honestly, I prayed it did, but wasn’t sure. It was such a risk that the first few months really felt as if I was walking on eggshells.
Why do you think the serial has been successful?
There are various reasons, including it being a unique concept, which was never experimented with on Indian TV. My character, Saumya, was that of an intersex, yet the role was written so well, that everyone could relate to her life. The audience welcomed the storytelling with such open arms that the creators were encouraged to explore further in the story.
What has been your fondest memory of working on the show?
The entire journey has been so incredible that it will remain with me for the rest of my life. I have been on this crazy rollercoaster and don’t have any regrets.
What was the most challenge part of the role?
The biggest challenge was the character itself. It was an unusual story with little facts known about the third gender (especially in our society). I had to unlearn everything and work with a fresh attitude and raw state of mind.
How do you stay motivated when you are doing so many episodes on a popular show?
On a show, there are at least 200 people employed. It’s a source of income for hundreds of families. Any content driven show gives hope to its audience and many creative minds work on it. And Shakti was all of this. I was motivated every single day because I was grateful for everything my show had to offer.
Was it a difficult decision to leave and what made you want to?
It was difficult to part ways with a show that had become a second home. With a generation leap happening, the reins were no more in my hands. I am a challenge driven personality and have to be on the driving seat to ensure my full commitment to any endeavour. With Shakti, I took responsibility for my mistakes, shared success with my team and my each day was filled with purpose because I was doing a project that I cared about.
What is the next plan?
These days I am taking life as it is happening, and soon I am going on a sabbatical to recalibrate my mental, physical and spiritual health.
What’s your dream role?
I want to do a biopic on Kalpana Chawla. She was my hero in school, and I was fascinated by aeronautics and astronomy. I wish that if I couldn’t study then I can at least live my dream now.
What do you enjoy watching on TV?
I enjoy watching reality shows on TV.
What inspires you most?
Reaching out to millions and taking them on a journey with a character is the most inspiring aspect of being an actor.
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